Being independent without him

Awal pagi smlm aku terkesima apabila ade org komen quote aku tu, mengatakan "the same goes to me. Im wondering; is it about me or someone else or someone before me?? hmm~". dgn malasnye aku menjawab it's just a quote. aku malas nak panjangkan citer agy dgn dia. then ea pun reply "seriously, i like dat quote". lalu dia pun meng-LIKE aku pnye status tu.

aku ingat citernye smpai situ jea, rupe2nye bersambung kat INBOX. permulaannya begini;

im really sorry bout my past mistakes.. hope u can 4give me.. i cant 4give myself if u cant 4give me.. smpai skrg i slalu berdoa.. hoping 4 a 2nd chance.. to redeem my mistakes.. berdoa hoping nothing bad happens 2 u.. bnyk lg la i doakan utk u n myself.. i dun want this to go on 4ever.. dont u?? yg dh lpas tu, kte jdkn sejarah idup kte.. ok?? i really miss everything.. i miss u so much.. kalu i bleh kawal masa, i btul2 nk balik ke mse lalu utk elak dr kesilapan2 i tu berlaku.. i know how it feels when ur not with me.. im feeling like what ur feeling too..

hope u reply my msg..
im really2 sorry..
plz 4give me..

ikhlas n tulus dr hati i..

bahhh~ he's hoping back for me. sorry, but pintu atiey aku dah tertutup utk kau. kau da terlalu bnyak kali wat aku mnitiskan air mata smpai aku da hilang rasa sayang terhadap kau. takde guna kau nak pujuk aku, bjanji yg segalanya akn mjadi lain. aku nak bersendirian, tanpa halangan. aku taknak amek balik ape yg aku da buang. *pergh~ jiwang melankolik plark aku ni* for the first time , aku mnx putus dgn pasangan aku. tak sangka gax aku akan wat cmtu. well~ bnda dah berlaku, nak wat cmne. aku skunx nak focus kat studies . mne taknye, kalo aku fail, aku kne brenti kolej dgn bapakk aku. adess~. yawww~, malam ni aku berjaga agy, mcm mlm tadi. da mcm VAMPIRE. ahahaha~~. bosan2, chatting n main High Street 5. :D